What these years have brought me
What these years have taught me
Heartache and fame, a chance to change
A hope to be stronger
That beauty can smolder
A stage and a curtain, that nothing's for certain
Oh these years have been hard on my bones

What this world has brought me
What this world has taught me
Senseless spinning, never tie instead of winning
Ice cream for licking, the clock's always ticking
No one is free, someone must have a key
Oh this world has been hard on my bones
All this time I'd been seeking my own
Oh this road has been hard on my bones

What this love has brought me
What this love has taught me
Patience in battle, who's in the saddle
Joy and despair, that I really do care
Uncertain desire the risk in going higher
Oh this love has been hard on my bones

What this God has brought me
What this God has taught me
Passion and grace, how to stand in one's space
Laughing at lilies, what truly fulfills me
Death on a cross, it was I that was lost
Oh this God has been life to these bones
Oh this God has been life to my bones

[kendall payne]


please love her.

"while pursuing a course of action apparently whole heartedly,
I had changed behind my own back”
Anne Truitt



I guess this is what growing into yourself feels like.
wierd how much things change.

is it ok to change my mind?

"We are all facing choices that define us. No choice, however messy, is without importance in the overall picture of our lives. We all at our own age have to claim something, even if its only our own confusion. I am in the middle of growing up and into myself. The basic. The angry. The sad. The lost. The wondering. The small one. The dreamer. The believer. The young. The brave. The weak. The strong. The alone. The together. The safe. The unexpected. The annoying. The insecure. The waiting. The wisher. The glowing. The understanding. The scared. The holding back. The letting go. The true and the question. The me I know. The me I dont".
[Sabrina Ward Harrison]